buzz

Aih, temen-temen saya sekarang keren banget, masa ada yang ikut event internasional gitu, jadi panitia, trus gara-gara jadi panitia, dapet undangan ke seoul dari walikotanya. KEREN BANGET GA?!
sementara saya, yang ada disini? ga, saya tidak menyalahkan keputusan saya masuk ke sekolah ini, yang saya salahkan adalah, kenapa mereka, yang dulu pas SD-SMP sama-sama ga mandi 3 hari, sama-sama bau ketek #eh, sama-sama lulus tanggal 4, KOK BISA?!
yang saya tau sekarang, ada sesuatu dengan saya, kenapa saya? bahkan adek saya bisa lebih baik dari saya, Harga diri mamen -,-

if only i could tell you guys,
 how you reaaaaaaaaally mean to me

i just confused in my own feelings for them -,-

ray of light

buzz

ngiriin orang-orang, mereka itu ya kenapa gitu bisa melakukan hal yang aku nggak bisa lakukan, bukannya ngerasa rendah diri, but why i don't have enough guts to do it? 

seperti mencoba untuk ngelawan rasa malas yang jumpalitan kayak badak yang nemuin objek buat diseruduk. yah mungkin sepengelihatan aku aja orang-orang ajaib itu rajin, tapi sekalinya keliatan males, malesnya itu malah memproduksi sesuatu yang bagus, kayak nilai 9, atau ziyadah yang sehalaman lebih.. kenapa bisa gitu seorang saya ditempatkan di tengah orang-orang ajaib seperti mereka. entah mereka yang merendah bilang "males..males" terus menghasilkan sesuatu yang sangat signifikan dengan perkataan mereka itu.entaah.

dan pas saya lihat diri saya, oh my, don't you dare to put me beside them -,- they're awesomely too awesome for me (even if i am more handsome and cool).

Galaau..paraaah

Kapan mau berubah? kapan mau lebih baik? jangan cuma asbun doang dhi, berubah tuh ga segampang itu, kau ngerasaain sendiri gimana susahnya, masih aja rewel, masih aja ngeyel, kapan dhi mau berubah?

buzz

Don't act like you are the only one who felt that life is unfair for you, you are treasured enough based on what you're doing all these years, it's the thing you've got from the thing you gave.

dont you remember

When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye,
Not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any scene,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and heaviness in my head,
But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hoped that you'd find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,
[another version says: "Baby, please remember you used to love me"]

When will I see you again?

the scientist

Come up to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles; coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science; science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start

Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
X4

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